spent two seconds in the nekoweb discord bc i joined their patreon and immediately felt my bones disintegrate completely
10.13.24 @ 5:24 PM
i just ate the best fettucine alfredo of my life and now i'm so bloated i think it'll also be the last fettucine alfredo of my life
10.13.24 @ 5:13 PM
i really want to get back into learning toki pona. i had made good progress with it and then just completely fell off. it's such a neat language and i'd love to be able to write in it!
10.10.24 @ 10:13 M
i always add the font-family rule in my code using fonts on my computer bc phoenix loads them in the preview, but every gd time i forget to actually add @font-face before i upload it.
09.26.24 @ 9:37 AM
shouts out to this guy in my guestbook
i think of their message often. what was the intent? why my guestbook? much to ponder.
09.10.24 @ 8:43 PM
a dark and terrible urge has come over me and i must play skyrim. i downloaded the anniversary edition, so i'm excited to fish and play the dlc i never got around to. :)
08.05.24 @ 2:33 PM
mads is starting a new dnd campaign for us soon and i'm so excited for it!! i haven't played in a long time, so i'm really looking forward to it. i bought myself new dice and everything. :3 plus our best friend is playing with us for her first time, so i think it'll be really fun to introduce someone to the game.
08.31.24 @ 12:17 PM
well, that was short lived lmao
08.29.24 @ 9:38 AM
um... where did site updates go?? i don't follow people to read what they post on their profiles, i follow people to see what they're doing with their sites. and i pretty much NEVER post on my profile. so like... ????? this is an actually terrible update.
08.28.24 @ 5:21 M
saw a post about how if you're 30+ you shouldn't be in fandom and idk how to feel about that. i have some Thoughts on it.i'm 30, and i still fixate on things the way i did as a teenager. i still write fic (that never gets posted) and draw fanart and shit like that, i still engage in fandom behavior. that said, i've lost a lot of my interest in participating in fandom. i recognize that the fandom spaces for most things are largely inhabited by minors and i'm really not interested in interacting with teenagers. i also don't have the drive to post and theorize and things like that anymore. so, for me, fandom is more of a personal thing.
so, first, at what age is it appropriate that you give up being a fan of things, or of engaging with media in a fannish way? when does it start being "bad" to draw fanart, etc.? is there an age?
second, at what age is it appropriate to stop participating in fandom spaces? when does it become weird? this morning on twitter i saw a woman who was apparently deep in the ffxiv fandom and she was 60! and she didn't seem out of place! but i imagine the answer to this one is more something that varies case to case. idk!
08.27.24 @ 7:40 PM
working on the halloween version of my index, maybe a little too ready for it to be fall
08.23.24 @ 10:39 PM
a nice day, an open window, cran-grape juice, working on the site, and listening to dated have fixed me.
08.23.24 @ 12:15 PM
holy shit i am so excited for inZOI, it looks amazing. i've been playing the sims franchise since the first one came out and the character creation has always been my favorite part. i would spend hours downloading custom content and making my little guys in sims 2. this is like the sims on steroids. i'm gonna download the character studio tonight and see what i can get up to, maybe i'll post some screencaps. :3
08.22.24 @ 9:33 PM
i've been having fun making my own desktop backgrounds to keep myself organized! :) 
my previous background was the same layout, but pastel yellows and gudetama themed. i wanted something a little easier on the eyes, so i went with a cool blue.
08.19.24 @ 6:58 PM
if you can, check out meli's page and consider helping her out! she's raising money for a big move to the US!
08.18.24 @ 10:54 AM
idk where everyone is coming from or why my page is (relatively) blowing up but hi!! hello! thank you for stopping by!
08.15.24 @ 6:26 PM
just found out i'm marked as trans-friendly in shinigami eyes... delightful :)
08.14.24 @ 3:06 PM
i want to make custom d&d character sheets but do i want to learn another program to design them? :|
08.14.24 @ 2:24 PM
i always want to make a page that's super cute and pink and i always feel weird about it, idk why.
08.13.24 @ 10:35 PM
just went through and cleaned up a BUNCH of pages on my site and i feel so much better aaaaaah
08.11.24 @ 2:18 PM
made my first etsy sale... and sent them the wrong card orz
08.10.24 @ 8:43 PM
i love scrolling through sites by recently updated and seeing fucking amazing websites made by literal 13 year olds! i love that the kids are coding, it makes me so happy!
07.28.24 @ 3:25 PM
just took a math placement test for college and boy if that wasn't the most humbling experience of my adult life
07.24.24 @ 9:45 AM
i got in!! unfortunately i didn't make it into the computer science program, but i did get into my second choice program, which is full-stack web development. i'm hoping the skills i've honed building pages here will help. :) classes start august 22nd, so i probably won't have as much time to work on the site, but i'm excited to put what i learn into practice here!
07.20.24 @ 12:07 PM
i guess if there's anywhere for me to record the fact that someone tried to assassinate trump, it would be here
07.13.24 @ 11:18 PM
i am really, deeply distressed about everything going on politically in the US but i'm just gonna keep posting through it because what else is there to do?
07.08.2024 @ 4:01 PM
last night i submitted my transcripts to asu for their online program. :') i'm going to try to get a bachelor's in computer science. the first time i tried going to college, i was 20 and unmedicated and it was a disaster. but it's been ten years, i got an adhd diagnosis and i'm actually treating it, and i'm really confident. i hope i get accepted!
07.02.2024 @ 11:13 PM
i just ordered my first batch of photo cards for my shop!! i have no idea how long it's gonna take for them to get here but i'm so excited. :)also! in the coming days, i'm gonna post some minishrines! they're for things that i love but don't want to make a full-page site for. look out for those!
06.30.24 @ 11:31 PM
i feel bad that i haven't had much motivation to work on the site and that it's just been like... minor edits. i just haven't had any inspiration for new pages! i know i have a couple of shrines i need to make, but that's about it.unrelated, we're in canada visiting page and lewis again! it's been a really lovely trip so far, just hanging out at home and being domestic. we're gonna go into the city later this week, maybe tomorrow? but for now we're just chilling. it's been a much needed and extremely welcome reprieve from our lives in oklahoma. it's really nice to be able to go out in public with facial hair and leg hair and not have anyone so much as glance at me. i could never do that where we live.
so yeah, updates maybe coming soon, but right now as far as web dev is concerned, i'm mostly focusing on page's portfolio. that's actually been a really fun process so far; it's nice designing for other people!
06.17.24 @ 12:31 PM
i am just not smart enough for javascript!!! i'm trying to set up rarebit and it's like i've stepped into another world, this is just not for me. ðŸ˜
06.02.24 @ 12:39 PM
i'm building my friend's portfolio site and i am having so much fun with it!!! i love web design!!!!
05.29.24 @ 8:56 PM
i haven't been able to draw anything in so long and it sucks
05.27.24 @ 8:11 PM
people can say what they want, but i personally am loving jerma's retirement arc. i love that he's just doing what he wants when he wants and putting his foot down about chat. it's great. :')
05.27.2024 @ 3:36 PM
i cut off all my hair and oh my god i feel so much better?? i didn't realize how not myself having longer hair made me feel.
05.14.2024 @ 9:16 PM
i made a font that looks like what i desperately wished my actual handwriting looked like when i take notes, free to snag and use if you want a handwriting font. :) here's a preview:
05.13.2024 @ 9:15 PM
i really want to get back into ffxiv but i absolutely do not have video game subscription money... tragic
05.09.2024 @ 12:01 PM
i had to draw over this with my oc. i had to.
his name is anthony, he is a dumb piece of shit and i hate him /pos
04.20.2024 @ 2:20 PM
i want to change my index page but i don't but i do aaaaa... i feel like it's perfect as-is but what if i did a different color scheme!! what if i gave it a theme!!!
04.17.2024 @ 10:23 PM
is there art software i don't hate? i think i've been poisoned by procreate. i want to use my tablet and actually draw with my pc but i can't find anything i actually like. i've tried krita, ibis, even clip studio. the only thing i even kind of fuck with is sai, but i've lost all my brushes and don't have the energy to recreate them all. do y'all have any suggestions for a hater like me?
04.17.2024 @ 3:28 PM
ELDEN RING DLC ELDEN RING DLC ELDEN RING DLC ELDEN RING DLC
02.25.2024 @ 11:40 AM
feeling pretty awful about everything !
02.15.2024 @ 7:56 PM
i can't stop watching sims 4 builds, people are so fucking talented. i just watched someone build an entire natsu matsuri scene and it was so beautiful. i gotta get my game fixed so i can start building things again, aaaaaaaa
02.01.2024 @ 10:34 AM
i'm still sick but i'm at home, drinking my miso and eating my rice and sitting in my comfy little living room so it's not all bad. i'm hopeful i can go back to work tomorrow, though. 🤞
01.23.2024 @ 9:55 AM
someone email me a pizza
01.22.2024 @ 1:18 PM
how am i supposed to save for top surgery when i have to spend all of my money on things like staying alive?
01.21.2024 @ 1:08 PM
well, i'm sick again for the second time this month. first i had a mild cold, now i've caught bronchitis from mads. missing this much work sucks. but at least that gives me plenty of time to code
01.19.2024 @ 9:42 AM
i WILL learn toki pona this year, this is me holding myself accountable.
01.12.2024 @ 11:10 PM
i have had absolutely zero motivation to work on the site lately, idk why. but i'm home sick today, so i'm gonna at least update my media log.i worry that i've limited myself with my index page, i'm afraid there's not that much i can do with it. but i like it and i don't want to rework it?? idk. much to think about.
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